Where My Heart Lives
Written at Waldheim Cabins before a fourth Overland Track walk and a sixth climb to the Cradle Mountain–Barn Bluff ridge.
Poetry / archive
Work written across childhood and youth, kept in sequence so the recurring weather, wilderness, grief, joy and longing remain visible.
Collection note
These poems were written across more than twenty years, and reading them back now, I am struck less by how much changed than by how often the same concerns kept returning. Weather, stars, wilderness, solitude, joy, grief, damage and longing all turn up again and again, sometimes years apart and in completely different forms.
The natural world sits through most of it, too. Rain, sea, birds, hills, wind and starlight were never just scenery to me, although I probably would not have been able to explain that particularly well when I was sixteen. Looking back now, I can see how often I was using them to think about scale, consequence, refuge, belonging and the sort of life I wanted to live.
That continuity is really what the curator’s note is about: what stayed, what changed, where some of it came from, and why I have kept this slightly unruly archive intact.
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Written at Waldheim Cabins before a fourth Overland Track walk and a sixth climb to the Cradle Mountain–Barn Bluff ridge.
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Upon the slopes of the mountains high, As the shadow of giants draws nigh,
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When the night is still and the stars are bright, And the world is quiet in the silver moonlight.
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Life is beauty beyond compare, Filled with joy plenty, yet rare.
Quiet in the night is the rising tide, Flickering stars, behind wispy clouds, hide.
Little wave O’ little wave, far out at sea, Little wave O’ little wave, come unto me…
A silver blaze lights up the sky in the dawn, Throwing into stark contrast black rocks on the white;
Rise o' winds of the Winter, cold, Whip through fall's red and gold...
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It starts with a little splash in the blue, A tear from heaven plunges into the mirror-mere,
A twig creaks, a stone strikes, Light glows bright as a spark leaps,
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Harsh and bright smote the noon sun's rays, As waves of hot air rose shimmering above the sands.
Today at the threshold of twenty, As I watch the early Morning sun rise,
The blushing sky turns light and bright, As the early morning sun peeks over the earth's rim.
See the sun rise from mountains that rear so high, Rising fast he blazes down from the sky.
Through the evening airs comes a train’s sound, Leaving echoes in the silent hills to resound.
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Sunrays golden light up the eastern empyrean, Staining, blood red, the wrack of the clouds.
I rise in the cool darkness of the morn, As twittering birds strike up their joyous refrain.
Silver moonlight casts dappled shadows on the earth, Moonbeams, ethereal, light up a hoary vista,
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Oft anon have I dreamed, Of living in a world filled,
For five and twenty years, she wrote; Each year’s work better than the last,
The east turns golden in the bright dawn, As the sun rises on a summer’s morn.
Gazing o’er the green meads, Under a clear blue sky;
Under the clear starlit night sky, Pacing out of the undying west,
A keen wind whistles through the fen, Branches bend and sway in the breeze.
The wind in the leaves on a golden dawn, Was cool and soft on a glittering lawn.
A dream had I in the recent past, A dream recurring ever on.
Screaming gulls wheeled overhead, Canopied under a cloudless sky.
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Swirling vapour fills the sky, Pearly white and misty grey,
Walking o'er a grassy plain, On a fresh sunny spring's day,
The road goes on and on, Down from the gate where it began,
I wake up on a cool morn, To find myself on green grass.
Wrapped deep in my thoughts was I, As I walked by the forest's edge.
Standing under the night sky, A sky filled with glittering stars,
"Great mountain wise and old, High and mighty dost thou stand.
Many years have flown by, Flown by since thy birth.
On a cold chilly winter's eve, I watch the sun set oe'r the forest's eaves.
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Sixteen years I have seen, Many sunsets I have watched,
Many years ago we may have met, Or it may have been a few years back.
Wreathed in a cloudy cloak is the sky, Flaming red is the light in the smoky west,
Wandering alone in a wood, Saw I a silver stream,
Here lies a Good Man, About whom little is known.
Flaming gold was the morning sun, As she rose o’er the clouds in the east,
The beauty of the rolling hills, The music of the falling rain,
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A long time ago we met, So it seems as I look back now.
Oh! see the eagle how he soars. Far o'er the reach of mortal sight,
I wake in the morning and feel the wind, The wind that blows fresh out of the North.
Early in the morn, with the rising of the sun, The butterfly prepares for the work to be done,
The beauty of a cloudy morn, The feel of the cool pleasant wind,
Oh! On a fine summer's eve, I wish I could leave,